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i am super angry la!
dun noe what is wrong la.
my mum was like scolding like madness.
just only talking about the transportation,
because now it's adult fare.
den like very bu shuang.
she kept comparing secondary school fare
and the present fare.
it's like totally different.
told her so many times that it's different.
den she say she knows,
but she kept repeating the same thing.
so dun noe whether she got what i am saying.

she just kept saying that i'm making her angry.
and she say things until very mean.
told her in a good manner to dun talk first,
let me cool down, she just kept saying meaner things.
of course, i'm angry.
but i tried to tahan.
and she came walking firecely towards me,
and attempted to hit.
i step back, and she grab my hair (as usual),
and i wanted to protect myself from being attack,
i accidently hit her very hard at the arms and the face.
she was of course damn angry.
and hit me even more.
i was so angry and i almost hit her.
but i held back.
she grab my hair, and i pushed her away.
asha was there saying, dun hit me.
and my mum walk towards her and wanted to hit her.
and chasing her out of the house.
and asha went out.
and my mum was shouting and screaming,
scolding mean things at her.

and my mum kept saying that she have the right to hit me.
she always say she have the rights,
and i have no rights.
she kept threatening me that she not going to let me study.
condemning me saying i'm stupid,
cos i'm slower in my studies compared to other people.
cos from NT to NA.
like, HEY! I PROMOTED OKAY!
she was like so happy i got into to NA,
and now she kept condemning me.
i was so so so angry!

den she also say me and asha ganged up together to scold her.
firstly, asha didnt even scold her.,
she just told her not to hit me.
secondly, we didnt ganged up.
after went down to find asha,
but she went home le.

bathe, realised that i dropped alot of hairs.
couted, at least 50 strands.
hais, my poor hair. :(

i am SO ANGRY!
really feel like talking some sense into her.
but she wont listen and think it's partly her fault.
cos she thinks that she is always right.
hoping that one day somebody will knock some sense on her.

i really need patience and love towards her.
some body, pls help me talk to her!
urgently and seriously need help! :(