i'm back again.
like finally! haha
a new year has come,
but it dun feel like it's a new year to me.
had countdown at vivo.
it was boring!
was walking round and round vivo with asha.
nothing to do.
met up with rachel and amelia,
slack at coffee bean..
when we want to go off,
heard pple shouting
"5, 4, 3, 2, 1. happy new year!!"
four of us were like,
"oh, happy new year.." (shaking one another hands)
pretty lame i guess.

after that went to watch "school for the scoundrels".
pretty lame and funny la.
watch till 2.30am like that.
met yongmei, so slack together at the sky park.
didnt sleep the whole night.
in the morning, all of us like zombies,
especially asha, keep wanting to fall asleep.
ate breakfast at the coffeeshop.
took mrt and went home.
kept falling asleep in the mrt, was really tired.
reached home, had to bathe and fell asleep.

these few days keep bugging my parents to buy a laptop for me.
but they didnt want to buy. :(
it was having year end sale, and it was quite a good offer.
and they stubbornly rejected me.
they said waited till i get my results den buy for me.
told my father not to waste money cos offer ending soon.
he say "NO", and he going to buy the full set
no matter what, after i got my results.
it is really a waste of money.

really feel like quiting my job.
one hr 4 bucks leh.
den must work like mad and kana scolded.
not worth it lo.
found another job that paid quite well.
but hopefully that i can get in the job.

had been very bad-tempered lately.
mood swing.
feeling extremely sensitive with the things around me.
i also dun noe why.
just feeling very bad.
no mood to do anything.
it's really diffocult to control my feelings.
i'm sorry.
somehow, i just dun really understand.