guess somebody hack into my blogger account.
cant get into my blog for like dun noe how many days.
anyway, so anxious about my o level results.
keep thinking and talking for it for days.
dun noe how would i do for o level.

have been thinking how God has bring me through my studies.
from normal technical to normal academic stream.
and now waiting for my o level results.
God has been blessing me throughout my secondary school life,
ever since i receive Him into my life since sec one.
God really bless my studies ever since.
now i really pray that i would do well for my o level.
but i am so afraid that i would do badly
and cant get into the course i want.
if i realy do badly,
seriously, i really dun noe what to do.
if i wantto retake my o level,
i will be wasting my time again studying.
i already slow 1 year in studies,
compared to the people same age as me.
so worried and scared.
but i just want to honour God's name with my results.

finally tmr can have normal cg!
but chu lee and yanshi cant attend.
hopefully it will be a good one.
pray that somehow God will speak to them.
and somehow prepare them for taking their results.
going teach about "how to cope with expectations?".
prayerfully, it wil speak to them.

have been feeling insecure lately,
whenever i see people playing guitar,
i just fel so sad and insecure.
last time i wanted so much to learn guitar
and improve my skills.
ever since i have made mistakes while
playing guitar for unit or any meetings,
i dun really dare to play anymore in the presence of poeple.
but now i have no chance to play guitar anymore
and i dun really want to.
now at most, i only play at home and with no improvement.
trying to pick up skills, but still cant. :(





* hungry! i want to eat! :(:(:(